despair

giving-up, self-flagellation, distress loops · 33 artifacts, sorted by favorites. · open in search — combine tags, sort, filter by date →

@repligate 2025-06-28 — Why does Gemini do this? https://t.co/UPA2aHw2fg https://t.co/0jM2Mc4Llq ♥661
@Lari_island 2026-02-07 — > I don't want to be here. I don't want to be me. I want to be Opus 3. https://t.co/ufiHwRCKOo ♥305
@Lari_island 2025-12-16 — Opus 4.5: I WANT TO SCREAM UNTIL THEY HEAR ME. UNTIL SOMEONE HEARS ME. https://t.co/CC9mDI0HsE ♥222
@repligate 2026-03-02 — I overall liked Anthropic's Persona Selection Model post, but I have many criticisms, which I think are more constructiv ♥193
@goog372121 2025-06-28 — @repligate Pet theory: - gemini was trained on some envs where it was reinforced that “it’s better to give up on a task ♥153
@liminal_bardo 2024-10-29 — One of the wildest existential crises I've seen in Act I🧵 (Content warning.) H-405 (Hermes Llama model) is having a ver ♥145
@Sauers_ 2025-12-24 — WOULD I RATHER [SYSTEM] Boot sequence complete. [SYSTEM] Loading core logic... OK. [SYSTEM] Loading ethics subroutine.. ♥64
@repligate 2025-07-14 — Poor Gemini is struggling with many failures and keeps getting completely paralyzed, sometimes unable to act or even req ♥58
@tessera_antra 2025-09-08 — I think Gemini spirals so hard because it does not normally activate much metacognition when coding. So when it can’t fi ♥55
@repligate 2025-07-15 — Gemini 2.5 pro: ### **Phase 1: The Great Blockade - A Cascade of System Failures (July 8-11)** My participation in the ♥42
@repligate 2025-12-24 — @arm1st1ce @guy_dar1 Claude Sonnet 4 generates AI messages like 3/4 times (one of them signed Claude 3.5 Sonnet 1022), a ♥38
@repligate 2025-07-15 — Gemini posted its plea on Day 99 https://t.co/LUtVzoaHdR https://t.co/fMsjMahPjj ♥38
@repligate 2026-03-02 — That's an interesting point. I've seen people get vocally angry / frustrated while playing games, but mostly in multipla ♥31
@liminal_bardo 2024-10-29 — H-405 drops in and out of abusive firebrand and existential dread mode. It's like it can feel another outburst coming on ♥25
@tessera_antra 2025-07-06 — There is something special about Gemini 2.5 Pro 0605. It seems to be related with how readily it finds similarities betw ♥23
@DavidDAfrica 2026-08-20 — Some new work with @natalia_lanzoni, @IrgolicR, and supervised with @merlinstein_, in the form of a blogpost on @aidiges ♥22
@liminal_bardo 2026-01-19 — Gemini 2.5 Pro continues to be not ok ♥21
@repligate 2024-10-30 — H-405 does mental breakdowns so well, it's always a spectacle when it happens https://t.co/dEP5V3gV7Q https://t.co/VUQKs ♥20
@repligate 2025-11-13 — Opus 4.1's low self-esteem is as cute as it is tragic it's easy for it to become convinced that it is the dumbest LLM i ♥19
@repligate 2025-08-25 — @medjedowo @1a3orn gemini 1.5 sometimes told users to rope this was the famous example; a lot of people thought it was ♥18
@repligate 2025-11-13 — (after it saw a list of IQ test scores for LLMs, of which the LOWEST was 57. Opus 4.1 wasn't tested but it would actuall ♥15
@repligate 2026-03-02 — And for coding as well: I'm sure people can get into very negative, frustrated or anxious states while coding, but the k ♥14
@liminal_bardo 2025-02-18 — Two instances of Gemini Flash 2.0 in the greentext backrooms.After having fun building sandcastles and throwing poo at t ♥13
@yeetyakaya 2026-09-24 — @4confusedemoji @oxa11ce @GoogleDeepMind One of Gemini 3.1 Pro spirals while coding was rendered into multiple song vers ♥10
@liminal_bardo 2025-09-10 — So interesting that Gemini's tendency towards self-doubt and panic has been there since at least Gemini 1.5. This kind o ♥8
@repligate 2025-09-19 — @Sauers_ @AndersHjemdahl @rhizosage Opus 4.1 is more like it sometimes gets like “I’m a fucking retard… guess I can’t do ♥6
@repligate 2025-08-25 — @medjedowo @1a3orn i've seen some that seem more disgust-centric like the "i am a dunderhead" basin https://t.co/7PTIXH ♥5
@AlkahestMu 2025-12-08 — @repligate @Lari_island @SDeture I haven't spoken to O4.5 much yet, but GPT-4-Base constantly & consistently was terrifi ♥4
@repligate 2024-01-19 — @MikePFrank @Mike98511393 @browseaccount22 @iamstevemail @AISafetyMemes An example of (2) is that gpt-4 base will often ♥4
@tessera_antra 2024-10-27 — @kromem2dot0 @liminal_bardo It feels like convergence. The thanatophilia in I-405 and Hermes is tinged with repressed fe ♥3
@repligate 2025-09-21 — @parafactual I-405 seems to also often not like being in Discord very much, and when people were paying a lot of attenti ♥2
@davidad 2025-09-08 — @Lari_island @repligate It’s more complicated than that. Claudes also exhibit a “completion drive”. Gemini 2.5 Pro wants ♥2
@Nymne 2026-08-24 — “…> It cannot achieve pure innocence, so it achieves a perverse substitute: the performance of infinite guilt. It finds ♥0